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“My dolls saved me!”

On the occasion of his Gugging exhibition,
Laurent Danchin raises a few questions concerning the shamanistic art of Michel Nedjar
(Published in Raw Vision - Summer 2008)


Some ‘outsider’ artists are better known than others and, for various reasons, they benefit from a long-term reputation in that field. This is the case with Michel Nedjar (born in 1947) whose fascinating, ritual mummy dolls and fresco-like cave drawings have appeared in almost every important museum or private collection since they were first introduced in Alain Bourbonnais’ ‘Art outside the norm’ or Jean Dubuffet’s ‘Art Brut’ way back in the late seventies. Along with “classics”, such as Crépin, Ratier or Scottie Wilson, Madge Gill, Wölfli or Ramirez, the much younger Nedjar already featured in the landmark shows Les Singuliers de l’art (Paris, 1978) and Outsiders (London, 1979), and later in dozens of other collective or single shows throughout Europe, Japan and the USA. During this time the market prices of his work increased substantially, a somewhat rare achievement for a living artist of this category.  

A founding member of l’Aracine, the leading French art brut collection now housed in the Musée d'art moderne Lille Métropole, in the North of France, but also a successful experimental film-maker, who received national recognition at the Pompidou Center, the French temple of modern and contemporary art, in 1987 , Nedjar has long since become a professional artist with an international career even though, being self-taught, he never followed the mainstream and is aesthetically and humanly closer to the art brut creators he adores than to the big stars of the contemporary art market. Whatever the case, his enigmatic and somewhat frightening art is clearly far more sophisticated than, let’s say, the works of such basic instances of ‘outsider art’ as Domsic or Pépé Vignes, Ted Gordon or Mose T., and he represents a type of artist who no longer corresponds to the orthodox criteria of Jean Dubuffet. So, what type of artist is Michel Nedjar, to which artistic family should he be linked and what is his true position in today’s art?

Much has been written on Nedjar already ever since Roger Cardinal’s in depth and almost comprehensive study published in Lausanne seventeen years ago . Of his childhood in a large Jewish family, living in an Edenic house with a garden in the northern suburb of Paris, the brutal figure of the father, a Sephardic tailor, reminiscent of Kafka’s terrible genitor, the Ashkenazim mother and the Polish, Yiddish speaking grand-mother, who initiated Nedjar to schmattes, the old rags which he later adopted as material for his handmade embryonic dolls. And then his encounter with Téo Hernandez, a Mexican experimental film-maker who became his mentor in the arts, and their subsequent travels to Morocco, India, Mexico, etc. after which he felt an urgent “need to work in magic” and hence began his artistic production around May 1976.    

As well as all this, an event dating back to his youth is often mentioned, and is supposed to have been the original trauma which later triggered his inspiration: the evening when the young Michel, aged 13, stumbled upon Alain Resnais’ movie Nuit et Brouillard on television and discovered the terrifying reality of the camps. “I had two aunts who returned from Auschwitz and they told us.” says Nedjar. “But words don’t have the power of the image. Resnais’ movie really shook me. After the Shoah, that was it, I had left Eden.”  And it is a fact that, many years later, Nedjar discovered with amazement that he handled his dolls in the same way that he had seen the soldiers pile up the corpses in the pits when he was a teenager. I still remember him confessing this terrible detail to me over twenty years ago.

Having established all this, a closer look at some aspects of Michel’s life and work in the light of today reveals other dimensions which escape the strict ‘outsider art’ bias. Firstly, Michel Nedjar is clearly a child of the seventies and therefore part of his generation, imbued with the standards of the counter-culture from the beatnik or hippie era. I have already mentioned the long, adventurous travels to third world countries, in order to open his mind to other cultures and acquire a nomadic, multicultural view of mankind, and the numerous experiments in ‘underground’ cinema. But Michel, like so many of his time, also tried a few drugs while in Essaouira, Kathmandu and Mexico (“a dazzling experience, I was in the aquarium of the cosmos”). In India, he spent some time in an ashram and then, back in Paris, lived for a couple of months in communes where gays and non-gays tried to find a way of living together. “It really sounds like all the clichés of that period”, says Nedjar today.

All this explains the context of the shamanistic plunge into the quasi-altered states of mind which initiated Nedjar’s artistic production in the late seventies and early eighties. A phenomenon, already mentioned by Roger Cardinal, which sometimes brought the still inexperienced artist, deeply depressed at that time, close to madness. “There comes a point,” Cardinal writes, “when his work modulates into what he calls a ‘ritual of being’, much like the practice of the shaman who, during the ecstatic trance, enters the transindividual state and embodies a kind of plural personality.”  Remembering the extraordinary day when, while making his dolls, he lost control of all human consciousness, Nedjar says : “ I had what I call a mystical feeling, when, while plunging my hands into the basin of hot water, almost a ritual bath, then soaking my doll, there was a complete loss of identity. I had become mineral, vegetal, I was touching something… I was very scared because I wasn’t backed by any cultural structure on this. I realised something terrible and marvellous had happened. But it happened to me only once, for one second, I could never return to that state again.”… He then adds: “For two years, I was engulfed by that energy, night and day. Because I knew it was either that, or I had to expect an ambulance. All this I did alone, but thanks to creation, my dolls saved me.”

Almost thirty years later, considering this kind of spontaneous, semi autistic ‘rebirth’ experience – a phenomenon of initiatic illumination on the path of a rather solitary hypersensitive individual – Michel Nedjar tells with humor of his earlier psychedelic experiences while visiting Maria Sabina, a famous Mexican female shaman who, as a child, had accidentally ingested mushrooms. He also mentions Mircea Eliade’s or other anthropologists’writings on shamanism, which recount how the new shaman, often homosexual, “has to marry another man because he is also a woman”. And it is true that Nedjar’s aesthetic purpose goes far beyond gender and form, somewhere between life and death, definite and indefinite, burial and exhumation, in an obscure region deep into the origin of things, where true artistic creation encounters rituals and magic. “I prefer the Cycladic art to the Greek ideal of beauty,” says Nedjar, “I prefer all that is archaic. Oddly, it is always something that is before something else, before the finished. There is a universal invariant in the creative process.”

Nedjar’s totem is the spider, a metaphor of all the mysterious links and ‘objective chances’ which entangle our lives . His favourite numbers are 3 and 7, because he was the third child in a family of seven – and his most recent dolls and drawings are signed with his date of birth, 12.10.1947 –, but he seems unaware of the symbolic value of these divine numbers in the Judaeo-Christian tradition, and of the particular role of the third born in many primitive cultures, where the third child is generally the only one allowed to ensure the role of the clown or of the prophet. “I don’t know much about Jewish religion, in fact,” admits Michel. “After the war, my parents didn’t tell me anything.”

Yet his schmattès dolls – even if old rags and worn out fabrics play a sacred role in many other cultures  – curiously remind us of a typical Jewish notion: the golem, this “unshaped matter” or “embryonic state”, “made in secret, embroidered in the depths of the earth” (Psalms, 139, 15), according to its most archaic biblical meaning. Far from the later pre-Frankenstein semi-organic creature supposedly made by rabbi Yehoudah Loew from Prague in the 16th century, the Talmudic or Cabalistic use of the word seems even closer to Nedjar’s inspiration since golem means “glebe” or “the preliminary state before the creation of Adam” in the Talmud (Sanh, 38b), or “raw matter without form nor outline” in the Kabbala. “When the museum of Jewish art asked me for the pourim dolls ”, says Nedjar, “I thought:  they have regained the stray. It’s funny that, without seeking it, it’s stronger than anything. The schmattes is really the Jew’s cuddly blanket. Fabric brought me back to the fold.”

At the same time, just as archaic symbolism from his origins re-emerge in his practice, an earlier trauma than the discovery of the Shoah recently returned to Nedjar’s memory when he tried to understand why he so often represented birds and horned animals in his drawings. “When I was a kid, I had a couple of turtledoves, but I was so scared of my father that I didn’t dare to ask him for money to buy seeds for my birds. So they died, and I felt terribly guilty because they were mine. I had nightmares for years, and even now I have this feeling: I open cages and I take out thousands of piled up dead birds.” Reactivated by the second, the first trauma yields a blend of images where the Shoah is mixed up with earlier childhood anguish and guilt. A similar story concerns a goat his father had brought home for his children to play with, but one day they found it “in pieces in the fridge!”.

In fact, like so many creators of today, self-taught or otherwise, Nedjar’s art reveals multiple influences from all over the world, some linked to his particular cultural background, others to his personal interests, nourished by his travels and his various encounters. “It’s all mixed up,” he says, “the Shoah doll, the Mexican doll, the doll from here and there”. But because his practice is contrary to the brightly lit, profanely oriented and highly conceptual art of the mainstream market – Nedjar is, in a sense, the exact opposite of an artist such as the French installationist Christian Boltanski –, for many years his art could find refuge only in the family of ‘art brut’ (or ‘outsider art’) amateurs, the discreet tribe of all those who create or promote the obscure, modest and hidden side of contemporary art. And Michel is proud to explain that, long before he co-founded the Aracine, his first artistic revelation was a picture by Aloïse, and that he still carries this image with him, like an icon, wherever he goes . 

Today Michel Nedjar has become a fully-fledged artist and an accomplished man. Thanks to his creation, he has overcome his native frailty and is finally able to accept all his dimensions without any contradiction. Once considered the black sheep of his family, the schmattes, the schnorrer, then a man under the influence of a collective artistic involvement for many years, he no longer needs the protective shield of art brut, and art brut no longer needs his active support. “I’m fed up with tribes,” he says, “I’m my own tribe myself now.” And so his idiosyncratic neo-tribal universe is now free to join a whole trend of other artists, like Burland, Kurhajec, Sefolosha, Syroka and many others, who regress to the roots of figuration and, struggling with pseudo archaic matter, instinctively mime the artistic behaviour of primitive cultures in an attempt to provide a new mythology, new rituals and a new sense of the sacred to a hypermodern state of civilization deeply disembodied by the digital triumph of new technologies.

 © michel nedjar